Monday, August 24, 2009

I need a "group"

I forgot to say… ha ha ha… we are back in the “real” world and we are in need of a “group” like AA or something…

“Hi, I’m Captain Pam”
“Hi, captain Pam”
“I’ve been on the hard for 3 weeks now… my friends at home don’t understand when driving a car I tell them it is on the port… it is hard to tell everyone about my travels cuz it is hard to explain… when people ask how was the trip – all I can say is “amazing” – what is there to say… I have a hard time wasting water when I clean out a dish… there is so many food options I don’t know what to do… I can use as much toilet paper as I want and I feel guilty… my kids don’t recognize me cuz my skin color is so dark… I’m in way better shape than anyone I meet… in the morning I wake up with a bombardment of thoughts and to-do lists that used to be “normal” in my past life but boating I would wake up and have a quiet morning of God’s beautiful world then think of things to do for the day depending on the weather… I am obsessed with checking the wind direction and weather… I forget we have a refrigerator… it’s raining and windy outside and I feel everyone should be off work and just wait till the weather wind gets better… when a hot night I’d rather hop in the Chesapeake than take a shower… I don’t like Air conditioning then again I have never loved air conditioning… of course air conditioning has it’s place but when I came home someone had left the AC on to 68 degrees!!! My poor electric bill!!!...

I could continue to whine but I won’t.

Ha ha
Have a nice time
Pam

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